Stuck at crossroads….

June 17th, 2007 by honeybee1311

One thing i hate most is making desicions that can affect my future. It seems i always have a hard time making decisions……….

To go or not to go?

I got a reply from NTU saying that i’ve been offered a place to do Mathematical Sciences. That was my 1st choice. My 2nd choice was Bachelor of Science(education) in Maths. I’m lucky i guess that i got my 1st choice. N now, i’ve got to give them a reply by 29th June. Should i accept their offer?

I applied for scholarship but then they never mentioned anything about it so i dunno if i got any.

I’m now in my 2nd year in UTAR doing Biomedical Science. I didn’t want to do lab work initially as I’ve always wanted to do something related to education and maths. Biomed was my 1st choice compared to biotech, biochem, other engineering related courses and medicine. As time passed, I came to like the course. I would be doing my industrial training in Oct this year and will graduate 2 years from now.

If I were to go to NTU, i would have to start all over again. Mathematical Sciences is a 4 year course. 4 year is long but it’s ok for me, as i’m still young. After i graduate i’ll only be 24-25.

Biomed is more to bio and chemistry while Maths-sci is fully mathematics. Even if i study maths-sci i can still do biomed related jobs.( i checked that out at the NTU website) Both are good courses……n something i have interest in.

NTU is of course a much better university. It’s well known through out Asia….maybe the world. N naturally chances of ppl employing a NTU graduate is higher.

The question is "Shall i accept their offer?"

Pros:
I’ll be studying in a better uni…….better opportunities in future??

Cons:
I’ll have to spend extra years and I’ll have to give up what i’m doing here.

I used to really want to go NTU for Bachelor of Science(edu) really badly last time. But when i applied this year, i applied for Mathematical Sciences as i feel it’s more of what i want to do. N now…..I’m stuck at this crossroad!

An aunt said i should just continue in UTAR, another aunt said i should go to NTU as a degree from NTU would be better and job prospects are better. My cousin told me to do what i want…..the problem is i’m sooo confused and stressed out that i can’t think and decide.

How le~~ Should i go or stay? why???

head hurts….

June 13th, 2007 by honeybee1311

my head hurts now everytime i touches it! haahaa……this is the after effect of the hairdo this afternoon!

All the dancers for the sketch got their hairdo done at Miko’s saloon in wangsa maju, by their apprentices. I was in the 1st batch to get their hair done….n all of us got…..the twists n braids! haaha…….which looks sooo horrible on me! cuz i got chubby face! n when u pull all my hair up…..omg!so yea, the hair dresser who did my hair, pulled up all my fringe hair, twisted the top half of my head n continued with braids for the rest of my head…..All that took….2 hours!!! The final result looked good…..but not my face! haaha……i had lots of pins in my hair to hold the twists in place n no rubber bands at all for the braids…..they scratched the end of the braids with a comb n make the hair all messy n puffy to hold the braids in place without any rubber bands…….this can really spoil our hair!

A fren who is the only one with short hair among us had the top half of her hair in twists n the rests combed into a messy n puffy style…..which makes it looks like some sort of explosion…but it looks really great! at least it takes less time  complete n yet gives the same feel to it…..maybe even better!

Even after the dance, not a strand of my hair was out of place….thanks to the huge amounts of gel n hair spray they used!!! I had exactly 26-28 braids on my head!!! n it took me 20minutes just to unbraid them!! n then i had to remove another 15 pins from the twists!! which hurts…….took me half an hour for all these before i could go shower.

N now….my head hurts….must be because i’ve lost too many strands of hair! My hair has the most volume among everyone in the 1st batch n it’s layered summore…..so my twists looks fatter compared to everyone….n my braids looks broader too n plus i have more braids on my head……which adds on to the weight! My hair was the 1st on to be worked on i think….n mine was the last to complete!

lol….ust now my god mother said i look better without eye makeup as my eyes looked huge!!! with them……so i told her it’s good…as i can "fang tien". N she said mine is scary n only those eyes which are slightly smaller can fang tien!!!! sniff!!!!!

UTAR Dance Sketch 2007

June 13th, 2007 by honeybee1311

very tired~~ my hands are trembling slightly now! haaha……Thank goodness everything’s finally over!!! The sketch was successfull and i think everyone had fun….hope the audience did too!

For the past 2 nights, i’ve been staying up late in uni for prac…..n i can see that it really takes good team work for things to work out. Those committees n staffs worked so hard just to get everything ready for the dancers, while the dancers practiced hard in hopes of giving a good show. It just like in a concert where u have a lot of production crew that dun get to be in the spotlight but has put in lots n lots of effort into it.

The story line:
It’s about a gal who came to UTAR……n it’s about her route to acheiving her dreams.

Scene 1, features the female lead, Melody, singing to this sad song….her sadness….of her hoping to have good frens. Then she and 4 other females dancers dancers dance…comtemporary?? to a sad japanese song.

Scene 2, shows Melody walking alone sadly when she suddenly heard singing voices….n then the male lead Anderson n his gang of pals walks past singing acapella to a song…..when suddenly Winds-Long Road starts playing…..n 4 other female dancers n I got on to the stage from the other end. The boys n gals walks past each other n the battle starts. 1st was (Anderson)Anson, followed by me, Ivan n Thien…..then other dancers too, n suddenly Anderson spotted Melody where he pulls her into the crowd n we all welcomes her…..

Scene 3, the dancers are stretching when a postman suddenly arrives n delivers a mail to us. It’s an invitation to the "craze dance competition". All the dancers were excited n starts discussing what song n dance style to use……1st up was Triny showing some comtemporary moves, 2nd was Camy dancing to new jazz, 3rd Anson to breakdance n 4th is me! to sexy……(before the show Camy said to call it "dirty dancing"….but i was reluctant…."sexy" sounds good enough…haaha) n 5th was Ivan to shuffle…..all these styles were rejected n finally Thien dances hiphop n everyone rejoices as they have finally chosen the style they wanted to dance to.

Scene 4, the dancers involved in the hiphop dance to Britney Spears’ "Overprotected" starts their practice when Triny suddenly falls down n hurts herself n they sent her to the hospital.

Scene 5, Melody sings again to another song and then sits alone in the practice room n dances to a sad Melody which was seen by Triny who then decides to pass on the role of leader to Melody as she feels that Melody might just be the person to lead their team in to the finals.

Scene 6, features the dance group practicing dance with Anderson helping Melody out when Melody suddenly trips n Anderson catches her……..the melody slowly changes to "chacha" n they both starts dancing to cha-cha. At the end of their lovely dance, 2 male dancers imitates the scene where Melody trips and was caught by Anderson.

Scene 7, "The craze dance competition"……..where the top 3 teams will compete in this final competition. 1st team to dance was "Peace B", we were dancing to BoA’s ID Peace B. 2nd team was JBR dancing to Se7en’s Passion n last team was Infinite dancing to Britney’s Overprotected. The winning team was of course Infinite with both the male n female leads in it! (All the dancers have to get on stage during the prize presentation ceremony n hope that their own team will win…..when we already know which team is gonna win……haaha)

There were actually lots of slide shows in between which tells the story and gives meaningful advices which i couldn’t see….as i’m in backstage…..

I like the fact that Shinhwa songs were played during breaks, prize presentation ceremony n the closing ceremony. n they played…."shooting star" yay! reminds me of Battle! haaha……..spread the Shinhwa love baby!!!

I’m actually quite dongbang-phobic now. I hear them in my uni’s canteen, at dance prac where some of them were dancin to "O" n in a commitee’s car this after when she send us to the saloon for out hairdo!!! I even hear them when i’m shopping for groceries!!!

Overall, this dance sketch was a good and fun experience for me! Thanks to Camy who taught the dance steps, all the dancers n the crew!

Suju fans kills???

June 9th, 2007 by honeybee1311

Original Article:

How far will die-hard fans go to keep their fantasies real? On June
5th, Lee Eun Ji a middle schooler who lost 40kg in 3 months committed
suicide. As in most suicide cases, the exact causes are unknown, but
according to friends the poor girl was tortured by Elves or SuJu fans after the picture she took with Kang In after a variety show Star King circulated
online. Not only did they harassed the girl online, but these die-hard
fans also found out her cell-phone number and left her horrifying
message, which inevitably pushed her to the edge.

What’s the big deal about taking a picture with one of the members?
These celebs take pictures with hundreds of people, so why pick on this
girl who worked so hard to loose the weight because it was her
grandmother’s dying wish? When will die-hard fans realize that nobody
will be understanding or forgiving of their irrational behaviors
because they do it in name of love or is this just too much to ask?

Rest in peace Lee Eun Ji.

credits: Popseoul, http://popseoul.com/2007/06/07/suju-fans-are-killers/

thou i’m not 100% sure that’s the reason y she commited suicide….but…….

so what if a person has taken pic with ur fav popstar?…it’s just a pic!! a normal person takes thousands of pic….in their lifetime…maybe even millions if ur a cam whore! if ur so jealous…go get urself a pic with ur fav popstar too la!

it’s similar to those movies where u see the actor kiss an actress n some crazy gal fans start shouting n scolding foul words at the actress cuz she kissed the actor. n then sends threatening notes to the actress…wat’s the big deal? the actor have kissed many other gals off screen….he might even have a gf whom he can kiss everyday……n u know wat? u ain’t gonna get a chance to kiss him….ever!

1. ok, so ur a close fren of this actor….ur chance of being his gal is like 1 in 100.
2. if ur his fren….u chance to be his is 1 in 1000
3. if u’ve went for his auto session…..then chances of him remembering u again the nex time is…….0%???
4. if u’ve went for someone’s concert, u’ve seen him , n he has not seen u……ur chance is negative!
5. if ur just a fan……who’ve never even come close to seeing him in person like a concert……ur chance is…..totally non-existence!

Interesting article about beauty

May 29th, 2007 by honeybee1311
        I came across this article while searching for info on Miss Universe 2007. Wanted to share this article cause i think its contents are very true. Not just about the korean way of beauty, but the perspective of many asians.

BEAUTY: THE KOREAN WAY
       

by Julia Yoo

      

         

            “Thank  goodness you have ssang-ku-pool. Your  parents saved a lot of money,” said a close family friend when I was five years  old. Ssang-ku-pul
is the line above the eyelid, which most every Caucasian has but is
rare among Northeast Asians. According to Sandy Cobrin, only 25% of
Koreans are born with the double eye-lid crease, and she describes
eye-lid surgery as “stitching a permanent crease into the eye-lid.”
After observing the Korean trends and Korean pop culture idols for many
years from a Korean-American perspective, I think I have figured out
the meaning of Korean beauty. It is a very complicated and profound
one. Beauty means having big eyes, a pale complexion, a sharp and
pointed nose, a taller height, and a small chin and mouth. Essentially,
South Korean beauty meant looking as “white” or Caucasian as possible.
            I never quite understood how having lines above my eyelids
saved my parents money until the summer of 1998 when I visited Korea. I
knew that the lines above my eyes supposedly made them appear larger
than other “Asian eyes,” but I did not see the financial connection
until I saw my aunt in Korea whom I hadn’t seen for years. She just had
eyelid surgery a year before, and I noticed how the lines above her
eyes opened them up so that they appeared a bit rounder. She was
beaming as she was telling me how she got a discount on the surgery,
paying only $700 because she knew the surgeon. Then she was telling my
sister, who wasn’t blessed with ssang-ku-pul
like me, to get the surgery through the surgeon she knew. She was going
on about how the majority of the female Korean population gets this
eyelid surgery and how lucky she was to have
connections. I felt
fortunate; I had saved seven hundred dollars. But instead of yelling
this aloud, I remained silent. For the first time in my life, I felt a
bit ashamed of my race. 
            The moment I stepped out into the city from my aunt’s
apartment, I noticed cosmetic surgery clinics everywhere, along with
billboards featuring Korean women who had Western characteristics.
Nowhere could I spot a single ad containing a model with small eyes, a
round face, and a small nose. None of them looked like the familiar
Korean faces I remembered from my previous visits to Korea. A little
later, I saw a girl walking out of one of the clinics with a
funny-looking face mask and huge sunglasses. My aunt said the mask was
to protect her new nose, and the sunglasses were to protect her newly
cut out eyelids. I just sighed. Here I was in my family’s native
country for the first time in years, yearning to experience the essence
of Korea, and I found myself bombarded with McDonald’s, Nike and those
Korean-wannabe-white faces.
            According to an online site, Medscape, “South Korea has the
highest ratio of cosmetic surgeons to citizens worldwide.” It has
become so common that girls will get eyelid surgery as high school
graduation presents. I still did not understand. Unsurprisingly, a year
after that particular visit to Korea, both my teenaged cousins had
gotten eyelid surgeries just in time for their sweet-sixteenth
birthdays. The plague of plastics had hit my own family! This just made
the wonder grow deeper: What about plastic surgery made so many Koreans
fall so madly in love with it?
            Plastic surgery has some kind of magical appeal to them—the
promise of beauty. In this mystical and arduous quest for good looks,
women are often convinced that suffering and sacrificing is necessary
and worthy in order to bear the fruits of beauty. And this suffering is
not for nothing. With good looks, the Korean society believes that
beauty leads to attracting a better-looking partner, which leads to a
better lifestyle and better-looking children. Oh, and of course, better
looks equals better chances for competitive jobs, especially in the
business field. Essentially, they believe that physical beauty equals
happiness.
            And in Korea, we impossibly apply the same standards for
beauty as the Western world does. A woman should be tall, thin, with a
milky complexion, chiseled facial features, long legs, nice big eyes,
and the perfectly-angled nose. Ann Shin’s film, “Western Eyes”
thoroughly and accurately captures the essence of the struggle for
Asian-American women striving for Western beauty. The protagonists
resort to cosmetic surgery in search of beauty and acceptance,
believing that their appearance, especially their eyes, will alter the
way others perceive them. The immigrant women believe cosmetic surgery
is the key to their assimilation in a predominantly white town.
However, the Asian immigrants in the movie are different from the women
in Korea, such as my aunt, who do not live around white people, yet
experience similar internal dilemmas with their appearances. So if
environment is not the primary cause of this drive to look “whiter,”
then what is?
            The next closest thing to living around white people is
seeing them all over TV, billboards, and magazines. With globalization
alive and well in South Korea, Western pop culture has mushroomed into
every corner of the country. Lacoste, Estee Lauder, Ralph Lauren, Louis
Vuitton, and Chanel are only a few of the heavily sought-out Western
brands. The Koreans exchange their advanced electronic devices through
companies such as LG, Samsung, Hyundai, and Kia in return for Western
clothing, cosmetics, and pop idols such as Britney Spears and Justin
Timberlake. However, Koreans do not just admire these Western idols.
They not only want to purchase their albums and clothes, but they also
want to look like them. Perhaps this explains why the majority of
Korean celebrities have gone under the knife at least once. For
instance, Korean pop star Boa Kwon, who now rules the female pop world
in all of Northeast Asia (Japan, China, and Korea), got eyelid surgery
and her nose heightened. So, just as Britney Spears wooed little
American girls to dress in plaid mini skirts and midriff bearing
shirts, Boa has inspired and assured many Korean girls that cosmetic
surgery is the normal and “cool” thing to do.
            This rush for Western beauty has not only plagued South
Korea, but is seeping into other parts of Asia, such as Japan and
China. Korean pop culture is dominating Asia today with its soap opera
series, movies, cosmetics, and technology. In 2004, after the hit TV
show “Dae-jang-geum,” many Japanese and Taiwanese women flocked to
South Korean cosmetic clinics asking to look like the hit’s main
character, Young-Hae Lee, who is known for her big round eyes, small
chin, and high nose. Newsweek describes the westernization of beauty
standards: “Eastern and Western tastes have been cross-pollinating with
a vengeance…The zaftig Indian goddesses and the heart-shaped face of
the Chinese beauty are yielding to round eyes, oblong faces and lean
figures.” But perhaps this surge for Western beauty is just an
ephemeral trend, like skinny-legged jeans.
            Much evidence indicates that this beauty ideal is not a
trend, but a very real standard that is growing deeper into Korean
society. Appearance is starting to play a bigger role in the workplace,
to the extent that men are starting to resort to cosmetic surgery also.
For instance, my 29 year old male cousin, who is slim and over six feet
tall, gets significantly more job offers than his best male friend, who
is shorter and heavier, even though both of them graduated from the
same prestigious college, Seoul National University, and had the same
GPA and credentials. Also, ABC news reports that cosmetic surgery
clinics in Korea are getting significantly higher rates of male
patients, and in some areas, about a third of the clients are males.
The most popular surgeries among these men are almost identical to
those for women—eyelid and nose jobs. In other words, this shows that
the standards for beauty not only apply to women, but also to men.
According to a Men’s Health Research, “86 percent of South Korean men
between age 25 and 37 believe their competitiveness for jobs would be
increased by having a good appearance and healthy body,” and over half
the South Korean male population are dissatisfied with their
appearance. Also, it is not a coincidence that all the Miss Universe
contestants in the past two decades look so westernized to the point
that it is hard to distinguish which contestants are Asian, Caucasian,
Hispanic, and African. Therefore, the continuing high rates of cosmetic
surgeries, and the growing number of Korean celebrities who look almost
“white” as a result of these procedures, indicate the extent to which
Western beauty standards have been ingrained into South Korea.
            Perhaps the quest for western beauty is political as well
as cultural. Going back to the Imperialist era in the 1800’s, the
notion of white supremacy is still alive in our minds since Western
nations, such as the United States, are still the most powerful and
wealthiest. Perhaps even the notions of “walking, talking, and looking”
like the white race still exist to the subtlest extents. For instance,
many countries around the world, including South Korea, are required to
speak English, the language of the world power—the United States—as
their second language. As a result, most South Korean students are
reasonably fluent in English by the time they reach high school.
            Perhaps the obsession with beauty is due to the fact that
human nature always strives for what is thought to be better. So
Koreans associate beauty with people of countries that are wealthier
than they are, and as a result strive to be more like them. For
instance, some less wealthy Southeast Asian nations strive for
Northeast Asian beauty, such as a lighter complexion and taller
figures. Then the Northeast Asians strive to be like the even wealthier
nations who are even lighter and taller than they are. And then within
the wealthy western nations, the southern Europeans strive to be like
the Germans and Western Europeans who are the tallest and wealthiest.
In essence, this quest for beauty is no different than the quest for
any other greed in life, such as money and fame. There is always
someone more beautiful, richer, taller, and smarter. We always want
what we can’t have. Many women see the impossibly thin supermodels with
large breasts and a perfectly chiseled face, and all secretly admire
them. We cannot help but wonder about people and places that we will
never be or see. And this is why we will never see an average five foot
three woman of 140 pounds walking the fashion runways in Versace. Our
elusive journey toward this complete perfection that we can never
achieve begins. 
            Or perhaps this standard of beauty comes from the human
tendency to conform. We tend to simplify notions in life into black or
white, good or evil, happy or sad, beautiful or ugly. And as
globalization and westernization seeped into Northeast Asia, so did its
notions of beauty. Because Paris and New York are the centers of
fashion, the Koreans may have started to look toward them to set the
standards of physical beauty as well. As a result, the Koreans wanted
to bridge the gap between their physical appearances and that of the
whites to the extent that they have pursued plastic surgery.
            The solution to this plague is starting with the
transformation of one individual at a time in South Korea. The fact
that nearly half the population is somehow displeased with their
appearance and willing to undergo cosmetic surgery shows that something
is culturally wrong here. But before these individuals can change, the
change needs to begin with the role models in Korea, the celebrities
and other media figures. Essentially, the face of Korean media needs to
change. They need to stop sending the message that beauty means Nicole
Kidman and Britney Spears, and instead show that true Asian
characteristics are beautiful too. They need to realize that smaller
eyes, rounder faces, and flatter noses can be beautiful. By continuing
to have eyelid surgeries and nose jobs, the Koreans are rejecting their
natural Asian beauties and perpetuating the notion that western
features are more beautiful.

         

 

         

 

         

 

         

NOTE:

            

The
texts cited in this essay are: Burt Herman, “S. Korea Sees Boom in Male
Plastic Surgery,” in ABC News Health, 2006; Sandy Cobrin,
“Asian-Americans Criticize Eyelid Surgery Craze,” in Women’s E-news,
2004. Fred Guterl and Michael Hastings, “The Global Makeover,” in
Newsweek, 2003; Medscape Today, “Cosmetic Surgery Past, Present, and
Future,” 2006; Ann Shin, “Western Eyes,” 2000.

Credits Julia Yoo from Culture Shock.

+6066943134……annoying phone calls!!!

May 29th, 2007 by honeybee1311

GRRR……whose stupid number is +6066943134?? If you’ve got the guts to call me like 50 times in 20-30mins…..u better have the guts to come n admit it right to my FACE!!!

This stupid person phoned me 20times!!! while i was in the shower!!! so i tot it must be urgent from someone i knew…….n tat idiot rejected my call!! i had to call like 3 times before someone answered….She had this cute n sweet voice…..n you tot she’s a "sweet angel"…..NOT!!! Miss "so-not sweet cutie pie" with fon number +6066943134 told me she did not called me n said no one looked for me…..Ok…so i ended the call nicely thinking she must have dialed the wrong number more than 20 times…..HOW STUPID CAN U GET? DUN U KNOW HOW TO PUSH THE BUTTONS ON UR FON??? when u press one….u get 1…..ur not gonna get 2,3,4 or something else. To dial a wrong number that many times, u’ve gotta be checked into the mental ward!!

In the next 10mins or so…i got like almost another 20miss calls n 4 voice mail from the same number. This person is clearly playing with me….i answered like 5 times after tat, said "Hello!" n she hung up on me…..Is it the latest trend for ppl with sweet voices to play with the fon hoping that the person at the other end is some guy??? but instead she ended up with another sweet voiced angel…ME!! (not getting perasan….just stressed!!)

That +6066943134 devil~~….I bet she was trying to play one missed call with me….except it’s the cute, seductive version…or that it’s her lousy attempt of trying to sound like a baby ghost….If she’s trying to sound seductive….eeewww, i’m a gal for goodness sake, a gal trying to seduce another gal…ain’t gonna work babe! If she’s trying to sound scary….I tot she sounded like a lost kitten for a moment before thinking that she might be crazy!! n needed professional help!!

1st voice msg was some wierd knocking sounds
2nd voice msg was some msg in chinese saying "ni zai na li…pu yao li kai wo" or was it "ni zai na li…pu yau tiu xia wo" n something else which i couldn’t hear
3rd voice msg was another funny msg which i coulnd’t hear properly…..

Miss +6066943134, do u have nothing better to do in ur life than to disturb someone who has things much more serious to do than to play "phone-call" wit u?? If i receive any more fon calls from u, i’m going to lodge a police report or i’ll call the hospital for u…..whichever u prefer. There’s a line to everything….n even for pranks, you must know where to draw the line. N I’m not a person who take pranks very well…..remember tat!

I’m hoping for u to never be able to press another button in ur life again!! You sould thank (angelic) me for not cursing u tat far….if i’m anymore evil, I would curse that u never speak another word ever AGAIN! :)

p/s anyone know where this number "+6066943134" might be from?? as in from which state? overseas? or watever? dun tell me i’ve been reached by aliens….haaha

Pancy’s trip to KL

May 26th, 2007 by honeybee1311

I didn’t have the time to blog during Pancy’s trip to kl cuz……my fon line rosak!! which i didn’t know till after she left! n the poor gal brought her lap top here to do her work! sigh~~

Went to pick her up from KLIA last thurs n her luggage was huge!!! almost her entire luggage consists of……my things! :P haahaa……my Archie comics!!! which i left at her house when i moved back to Malaysia….i missed them!!! n some things i told pancy to get for me…..n her gifts!!! Pancy bought me 12 bottles of chilli sauce!!!!! which is more than anyone can eat!!! wah lau eh!!!! n she bought me  MEIJI FRAN!!! delicious fran which she got a fren to get it for her from Sabah n some other Japanese snacks haahaa…..which included some korean snacks cuz she tot they were japanese!!! n my lovely Meiji chocolates!!! I love Meiji!!! She also brough huge bags of chestnuts and almonds….with their shells still attached!! tralala……. THANK YOU PANCY TAN PEI JING BORN ON 5TH APRIL 1987 LIVING IN JERUDONG, BRUNEI!!!!

I love the fran….enjoying every single stick!!! I love the nuts too….thou i need to use a nut cracker to crack them open…i never knew brunei got sell nuts like those! I….know nothing about the chilli sauce……end~

Cuz i was sick n loosing my voice, couldn’t really do much also. N also cuz Pancy’s trip was sooo short……I wonder if she had shopped enough……I only brought her to 1U, Pyramid n Subang Parade…..haaha….wanted to bring her to Timesquare n Sg.wang….but on that day, i totally lost my voice n lost the mood!! Imagine me…without voice trying to tell Pancy which ticket to guya the LRT….sigh~

Pancy had initially wanted to eat….Secret Recipe, 1901 hot dogs, HD ice cream, Kim Gary…..but then…..her stay wasn’t long enough for her to try everything….She did manage to eat her fav sea bass from secret recipe and hot dog thou…haaha

I brought Pancy to try shabu-shabu as i know there’s none in Brunei, hope she liked it as i love it! my mum was suggesting Pancy to open one in Brunei! haaha….n i introduced her to waffle world…I love waffle n ice-cream!!! delicious!!!Plus i brought her to Zanmai for delicious authentic japanese food!!! which after dinner we found out there’s a japanese mart there where i can get all my fav jap. snacks at a much cheaper price than what she got from her fren……which she has to carry from sabah to brunei to kl…..haaha….sorry Pancy!!!!

Pancy’s shopping time was also cut short as I had dance lessons on sat….so i brought her to my dance class so she can join us for some warm ups or moves…..but…..Pancy somehow managed to fall asleep……haaha, which i later found out she managed to connect online to chat n got tired then fell asleep~~~

During her trip, we also managed to meet up with Kar Kuan for breakfast…..

She also had the chane to visit Malaysia pasar malam n try some Malaysian snacks….

Pancy went back to Brunei with her luggage….FULL!! of clothes!!! haahaa……

Thou her trip was short, n i lost my voice!!! Hopefully she had a nice trip!

N PANCY TAN!!! NEX TIME WHEN U COME PLS COME FOR A LONGER PERIOD, SO THAT WE CAN BE MORE RELAXED N NO NEED TO SQUEEZE OUR SHOPPING TIME…..N NO NEED TO STUFF OUR TUMMIES!!! N LASTLY….LOVE YA!!!

Mel ah~~~

May 26th, 2007 by honeybee1311

I bought a chinese magazine few days ago just because it had a page with JJ’s pictures n i wanted to know wats the article about…….plus there’s also other popstars that i like in the magazine but it was that particular article that made me wanted to guy it….

N guess wat!!!!

My cousin, Yin Ling, read it to me today……..n the whole article had nothing to with JJ!!! kek sei ngo!!!! his pictures were posted through out the article n it’s not even about him!!! It’s an article one guys going housework…..that guys should learnd how to do housework-wash clothes, prepare meals, clean windows……n JJ’s the ROLE-MODEL!!!! i guess……

hai~~~ yes ba….my hubby JJ can cook n clean the house! Perfect hubby material!! where to find!!!???

Then there’s another questionaire in the magazine….regarding dongbang. There’s one question for JJ where it asks him, when he has a gf in the future…where would he bring her? n his answer, "to the place where I was born n have a look….the lifestyle there must be slow, peaceful n ppl there speaks in a soft spoken way….would really like to go see……no matter what it’s the place where i was born, i’m sure she would want to visit the place"

AAAAHHHHHHH TAT’S MY ANSWER!!!!! HE STOLE MY ANSWER!!!! either that or we’re a perfect match!!! lol….dreaming again!

I had always wanted to bring my "special someone" to the place where i grew up….in the future la…….erm….to the place i grew up n not born cuz…..being born there doesn’t mean u know the place well. But, to grow up in a place, there are lots of wonderful memories! yea….so i think it’s be quite special n meaningful to me!

JJ ah……if i go with you to your birth-place, would u follow me to the place where i grew up and had tons of memories?? (my proposing line….hahaaha)

Rynn In The Rain

May 22nd, 2007 by honeybee1311

Lucky Mel!!!

I went shopping at 1U with Sora, RH n Pancy last sat after dance prac. Suddenly we saw many ppl….n we also go kepo n see what’s happening…..then ta-da!!! Ling Yu Zhong!!!

Rynn was at 1U for like small fan meeting sponsored by Sony Cyber Shot. So we quickly went down to that floor to get a better look at him. There were fans getting his signature at that time……next thing you know, RH n I went to buy his album and ran up to the stage!!! Soooooo lucky man!!! we were the last 2!!!!…..1 second late n we’re sooo gone man!!!!

I was panicking as i was going up the stage cuz i cannot open his album!! Then luckily one of the workers there helped me! Thank goodness!!! But then…..MEL HAS TO LOSE HER VOICE ON TAT DAY!!! shesh~~~I wanted to say someting nice…..but i couldn’t as i cannot talk properly…..all i managed to say was "Ni chang ge han hau ting!" soooo not original! n i sounded like a toad! I bet he must have heard that like hundred times before me!!! At least last time I said to Sevin from Eve, "You’re soooo handsome!!" n he got a huge shock! This time it’s like…..hai~~~~~~ but I did manage to shake his hands thou!!! haahaa……n he’s extremely nice….he smiled and said Thank You! I know every artist does this…..but the feel is different when he’s saying it directly to you!!

Soon after he had to leave and everyone started following him….Thankgoodness for RH!! If she didn’t pull me and ran together I woudn’t have gotten soo close to him. I’m seriously super bad at chasing stars……at airport, I was one of the last few fans chasing DongBang. I have this fear that some fans would squash me! But Yu Zhong’s fans were all quite nice n er…..well mannered should i say. There were shoutings and stuffs but at least noone pushed each other n noone pushed him….i think! Rh n I were directly behind him n then RH suddenly shouted "Yu Zhong Wo Ai Ni!!" n he turned around n smiled directly at her!!! I swear if that was Yunho or JunKi she might have fainted….haaha…just kidding! We followed him all the way to his van n stood in front of the window to keep waving at him! At least he was nice n kept turning around to wave to his fans n didn’t leave us looking like idiots there. I’m pretty sure some fans managed to pass him presents on the way!! Lucky them!!!!

His album is nice and he wrote and composed every single song in it! Rynn’s In The Rain! I recommend this album!!! He’s soooo sweet! haahaa….unlike some people……..grrr

On the 2nd of June 2007, he will be performing at 4th floor car park of Sungei Wang Plaza with other stars like Huang Yida, Daniel Lee, 2moro, W.H.Y, Buddy…..i can’t read the other’s name….it’s in chinese…..from the face i agak-agak know is the Superstar guy, the Astro Talent Quest guy, a female singer n a hk singer…..haahaa…not my fault, i dunno their names!! Yea, so if ur a fan can go and watch!!

Green Eyes

May 16th, 2007 by honeybee1311

Yup, green is the colour of Mel’s contacts for a whole month!

Green is not that bad…..it’s actually quite fun! When ppl talk to you, they’ll be like staring into your eyes, thinking there’s something different…..haaahaa

Green is the colour of jealousy but no….Mel’s not jealous of anyone that she went n got herself green contacts! haaha…..it’s just for fun!

Green contacts can also be used to "fang tien". lol~~~~ come here JaeJoong!