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Was there a time when ur heart gets broken n u feel like u can never trust another person’s words again? Whether it’s a lie from ur lover or friend, it definitely hurts when the one u trust lied to u. It takes just a second to lose a friend but a lifetime to maintain a friendship…..i can’t remember the exact words. I think the same can be said that "It takes a second to break a person’s heart and recovery definitely takes time."

It’s wierd how sometimes when ur heart gets broken, everything around u just seems dark n cold and u’ll feel like ur afraid to accept something new for the fact that u might get hurt again. It’s humans’ natural protection process i guess.

The person who was being lied to definitely feels the pain however, the person lying must also be in some kind of pain…….if u’ve lied to a person n not feel bad about it, then u are not human!

A broken heart takes time to heal n sometimes we might even not see the good things that are happenning around us and pass the chance.

Everyone has their own stories and share on broken hearts…….it’s only after that, that we realise this is a path everyone goeas thru and that good things in life dun come easily.

Today is really a very happy and fun day for me. Normally, every Sat i will go for dance class, but today class is cancelled and instead we’re going for Kingdom’s special party which we have no idea about what it will be………haaha

So early this morning, Sora, May, RueHann, YinLing, PeiFang and I set off from KJ to meet Mala n Villion in KL Sentral before heading to Timesquare to give our cards to Miki who will pass to her fren to sent to Korean for DBSG! quite sillly actually cuz out cards have to be 9.5cm x 9.5cm so i didn’t have much space. I had so many things to tell each member, but eventually i had to cut eveyrthing short

After tat we headed to Korean Town for lunch with Freezee n Elizabeth……10 of us! haaha…..so bising at the restaurant!

Finally at Kingdom’s Office…..we first started with some quiz games regarding Kpop, keeping the suspense….we still dunno what’s the special thing/guest/news/watever!!!! Finally Kak N’war got Yuri’s call n we saw Yuri at the door and suddenly RueHann n Novi shouted cuz they saw handsome guy!!! which i didn’t notice! haaha…..Then finally…….Yuri enter with EVE!!!! They’re a Krock band, currently with 3 members…..KimSeHeon(vocal), <3 HaSeBin(guitar) <3 and KimSeungJoo(bass). It was a little wierd at first, cuz I never guessed that they would be here in Malaysia! I tot the surprised would just be some news…..but no! EVE is in Malaysia for holiday!!!! OMG!!!

They were seated on the red couch while the rest of us were sitting on the floor and there’s sort of like a "chatting thing" going on where we can ask them questions. On the ledt was SeungJoo, SeBin in the middle…looking so handsome with his shades and highlighted hair!and SeHeon’s on the right. haaha……at least EVE said Malaysia has pretty gals and that they wouldn’t mind coming back! and I tot i heard something regarding showcase or concert! dunno…..haaha i hope it’s true!!

Finally we got autographs!!!! cannot believe it!!! I was between PeiFang and RueHann when we were asking for autographs. hahaa…they were soo NICE, i asked SeHeon to write my name and he did! eventhough he spelled it wrongly "Melisa" haaha it’s supposed to be double S! Then when i reach SeBin, he was reading my name…and he read it as "Meribsa" haaha…..how cute is tat? Then i just blurted out "You’re so handsome!". I guessed SeungJoo heard it and he looked a bit shock! haaha…..PeiFang heard it too! Did i say it out tat loud? I wanted to say "you too" to SeungJoo but i didn’t…haahaa

Cuz after the DBSG incident in MidValley…having seen my fav gassoos and not said anything to them, i felt really really sad. It’s not like I’m going up to scare, hug or kiss them! Just msgs! Like….Good luck with your concert! or Enjoy Malaysia! Yea….so when I was in front of SeBin, i told him he’s handsome. PeiFang said he sort of looked embarrassed, cuz when he signed my book…he was smiling! haaha……at least it’s a compliment! haaha

sigh……the only thing I regretted was that i didn’t shake their hands!!! I wanna touch SeBin’s hands!! haaha……I didn’t know I can shake their hands…..It seems like everyone else did! Some even gave them HUGS!!! aaahhh!!!! jealous~~~~~

Too bad, no pictures were allowed cuz they’re just here for holiday!

Anyways…..I’m sooo happy!!!

I’m still mad from yesterday after reading more news reading articles regarding tat freaky anti-fan who seriously needs to be locked up before she harms another person!

I dun understand y ppl wanna turn themselves into anti-fans and can have anti-fan club summore. Seriously……when i dun like a particular singer, i just dun bother about them….i rather channel all my energy to liking my fav gasoos(singers/actors/bands) rather than waste money n time forming ani-fan clubs n thinking of idiotic plans to make other ppl less famous or harm them!

Use ur brains ppl!!!! dun keep saying u never expected yunho to drink the orange juice!!! n to have added in super glue!!! N to say it’s a joke….a PRANK!!! imagine i give u a coke drink filled with HCL n after u drink it n died, i tell ur parents i never expected u to drink it….it was just a prank!

The korean policemen caught the culprit cuz she surrended herself in!!! but she was then discharged again…..by paying USD2000…..she’s attempting murder, just cuz she said she’s just joking and never expecting the person to drink it, the policemen let her go??? wat is the world coming to??? Imagine A killed B with a knife n then tell the police, they were just playing with knifes only ma….it’s just a game/joke…never expected B to die!!!

No matter wat, i still believe that tat gal is attempting murder! she left a NOTE which states clearly that she wants to HARM yunho! n they have an anti-fan club! a bunch of other equally mentally retarded ppl!! come one man….we’re not talking about little kids who cannot think…..for a 20 year old or a bunch of them to think tat way….there is seriously something very wrong!

My dear Hee Chul oppa is really good frens with Yunho even before they debuted showed his anger n care for Yunho in his cyworld….and guess wat? the stupid antis actually had free time to go n check it out too! Amazing isn’t it? When u hate a person, u still have time to check out their blog…

HC prayed tat the ‘garbage’ anti be caught n punished n tat she was attempting murder, but the ppl are like protecting her, n not letting ppl see her REAL face! He posted tat even though he didn’t study law, he can differentiate the wrong from right. I AGREE! But one thing i didn’t like was tat he tempted the anti’s by stating that y dun they come n give him a super glue drink too…..but he wrote everything out of anger….imagine ur bestfriend gets hospitalised…you would be too!

And u know wat? those stupid anti’s really went to check out HC’s cyworld n wrote a reply!! They asked Heechul oppa who does he think he is n told him to watch out as they would take action on him soon! Then they said so Heechul oppa get hurts when ppl he cares about gets hurt….they are going to harm Hankyung whose from China. N they even said "Hankyung is just a foreigner, the chinese can’t do anything about it." Wat’s the meaning of tat man!!! U korean ppl can do that to ur own korean stars……n now ur saying just cuz Hankyung is a foreigner, u can harm him?

I hope there FREAKS dun harm any other ppl! n I still hope that the gal gets jailed!!

Sorry to Pancy, Chong, Siang, Nick and Pet!!! haaha…..didn’t know u guys were waiting at the airport till 5.30 eventhough i went in at 5!!! I read chong’s post only i know. Btw, if the waving gallery was closed, where did u guys go?

Chong ah, who said that i was at Gate3? u guys never asked me!!! then u wave at who? I wasn’t at gate 3…I was at gate 8!! ^_^!!! so keai la all of you!!! i think the gate 8 is the new terminal….cuz last time only till gate 5, cannot look in gate 8.

Sorry and thank you guys!!! I’ll post the pics we took soon….

Big thanks to Pancy and Lina for driving me while I’m there! I’ll drive you guys also…..come visit me in KL!

Kelian de Chong n Siang…..got assignment still send me off.

I also wanna go back in Dec………..

Grrrr…..i hate all those stupid ppl who dun use their brain before they do something! how can u expect a person to not drink a drink which u offered him/her? anyperson in their right mind would not spike a drink!!!! esp putting something as wierd as super glue or poison!!!!! BAKA!!!

I’m so upset tat some idiot anti fan is soooooo super extremely mad tat she has decided to spike DBSG’s drinks!!!!! n worse of all is tat Yunho oppa actually drank it n he’s now in hospital! Luckily his condition is not tat bad! But, still……..noone in their right mind would do tat!

Seriously, if u dun like a particular singer/group, there’s no need to hate them so much that you want to kill them!

Anyways, i hope Yunho oppa get well soon so that he can rejoin DBSG activities and that all other DBSG members are safe! and I hope that gal gets a life time in jail for her crime!! 20years old and she still cannot think right! Argh!

I’m finally back from Brunei!!! haaha……after being deprived of internet!!! i’m a computer addict! miss my laptop soo much! Imagine hw i felt without internet…..n when ur frens telling u tat DBSG is coming to Malaysia again in NOV!!!!! aarrghhh……who would have tot tat they’re coming back soo soon! I expected like 1 year before they’ll come back here.

I actually dreamed of JJ this morning, the dream included Pancy who was driving me around…..the dream’s kinda wierd but nice! I like it……I’m not JJ’s lover or anything in tat dream, but his friend, n i think my japanese in tat dream was not bad haahaa……even though at some point i would say something to JJ in eng which he cannot understand! What a wierd dream!

sigh……was feeling a bit sad at the airport just now! cannot believe so fast my trip to brunei had come to an end liao. But i’m so happy that my frens came to send me off……i knew tat pancy n chong would be coming with pet, but i never expected siang n nick! haaha sooo shocked! sigh lina cannot come…..cuz she got tuition i think…..either tat or too busy with hankyung/xiah.

This pancy ah suddenly surprised me with cakes!!! my bag already got 3 buns from sweet deli! haaha, malaysia no sweet deli! so my bag is like full of pastries!! plus i was smuggling prawns in my hand luggage! not smuggle, but just bringing prawns….cooked, so yeah, they wun stink! cuz kl’s prawns not nice….seriously, prawns in kl like cannot be called prawns! soooo tiny! I LOVE PRAWNS! those tat i always eat in Brunei are huge!!! sweet n delicious n very fresh!

Anyways, it’s wierd cuz I’ve always lived in Brunei…….haaha never tot tat i would actually miss it one day!

I love n miss the fact tat Brunei is soooo SAFE n there’s practically No Jam!!! sigh!

OOO…..OOOOOOO……..!!!!

AAAAHHHHHH I’M SOOO IN LOVEEE!!!! DBSG’s 3rd album really rocks!!! n so is their comeback!!!
They started their comeback with a short intro then straight away to many fav song!!! GET ME SOME!! then they performed I’LL BE THERE and lastly…..O!

OMG the dance was sooo good! I seriously wanna learn O’s choreography! whoever choreographed it is a GENIUS! I love the part where they are come out from the striaght line with their poses….changing places every 4 counts! The dance was fresh, hot, powerful and sexy! This is one MV/perf which I’ll recommend to everyone! The dance at the somewhere near the bridge was so nice! I love the part where the dancers hide behind the 5 boys and place their hands on their CHEST! Notice JJ’s expression! haahaa…….he’s loving it! kidding…..I’m lovin it! if i’m the one behind him!! The dance is seriously very very nice! Unfortunately I’m not a guy, no matter how, there will still be limitations. Plus the fact that my legs are not that long……comparing to theirs.

Plus, in the O MV,  my Jae Joong is blonde! haaha……n i love his strong face expressions. N Max! I think he seriously stick too much with JJ haahaa……cuz now he’s starting to show his bare chest! Cute little max is not sexy!

Ack! I can’t wait fot more performance vids!!! n I hope they have a MV for GET ME SOME but since they are already performing the song now, i dun think they’re having a MV for it!! aaahhh…… oh well……i think their next MV will be slow song kua, cuz after all DBSG is still an acapella group, they need to show their strong vocals.

haaha….everytime when I watch JJ dance in O, it reminds me of him dancing FREE YOUR MIND and RS during their concert in Malaysia. Cuz, when JJ dance, his expressions and the feel he gives……dunno how to explain…haaha, you gotta be me to understand…..

OOOOOOOOOO…….*runs off to watch DBSG’s come back*

DBSG…do come back to Malaysia for another concert!!!