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I went out for dinner with my cousin few nights ago and we talked about many things. We talked about how sometimes in life, we are so busy that we forget about our dreams. Many ppl might feel that their dreams are unacheivable and soon give up. Many ppl have dreams but how many ppl actually make their dream come true?

She then asked me what are my dreams. And i told her, "To end up in Japan one day, to work and live there". Even thou Tokyo’s really fast paced, I really like the place a lot….well, at least for my 1 wk stay there, i liked everything! Then i realised i used to plan my future so that i can land just where i wanted. To do a Bachelors of Education then continue Masters or work in Japan. Either that or apply for the Japanese Scholarship to just do the degree there. But then I chickened out!!! I didn’t dare to apply for the Japanese Scholarship because i was worried that I might not do well…..studying a subject in another language, then I worry about this and that….such a worry wart. Also cuz if i took it, I would spend too many years studying in Japan and the actual course starts only in 2008!! And what i hate most is the feeling of regret! I dun like it! For now, my dream will be to visit Japan again one day.

Now, I’m doing BioMedSci, sometimes I wonder where will I be in the future…….but at least I’m enjoying myself now, the things I’m doing are not too different from what I had been doing in A levels.

haaha…..once when i was reading the newspaper, i even thought of taking up the something music management course…..something like tat. So that when you graduate, you work with artists, like be their manager. haha…but that’s not a real dream! I only want to do it because I want to meet DBSG!*ahem* more specifically KIM JAE JOONG! So handsome~he’s korean, but he looks like an anime character! sexy husky voice! sexy piercings! speaks japanese! pinchable face! kissable lips! good fashion sense! beautiful eyes! Ok, i think some ppl wanna puke liao. lol.

To those who are chasing your dreams, believe in yourself!

haha…have you ever try to type ur name in the search engine and see what you find? haaha….lame~ but i have!! haaha n guess wat i found? me! me! me! haha~~ see told ya i’m crazy!

2005-19th Japanese Speech Contest
http://www.bn.emb-japan.go.jp/information/2005/19th%20speech%20contest/media_release.htm

haaha…i still remember i tot that i have no chance already n tat the guy sitting nex to me was going to win, so i was like, "haiya, surely ur winning!" then he’s like "no, no, u!" and in the end i got sooo excited i accidentally hit his face!!!! so embarrasing!!! i’ve never seen him since then!

2005- Speech presentation in Japan
http://www.joea.or.jp/001/speech/2005/speech04.htm
(needs japanese encoding to read)

ok, enuff of my craziness! I was seriously telling Lina to try her name too!

ohya, MeiLin and Liz, dun worry, all of us outdate together! Now’s it’s trend to be outdated bah u know! Plus, this dong wan also…..graduate also never inform me! Later get married already also never invite me!!! sniff

So shock to see Laiteng’s post! Cuz i haven heard from her since she left to local U! yesyes….i will tell BM that u miss them! Hope u’re doing well!

To my course rep who has a new anime hair style! gomen-ne! His name is "Siu Hei" did i get it right? i think i did, cuz i remember someone saying it. "siu hei" = "siau chi"? heehe….kidding!

sniff~ I tell u ah, today i got quiz! so hard!!!! n not enough time to finish!!! how!how!?

There’s one more thing i wanna complain about…and that’s Chong! ….Chong ah!!! u name ur blog till like tat……until i also dun dare to read!!!cuz like got bad thing happen in Suju Full House! I also wanna stay longer in Brunei, but then all of you guys also busy and scared later noone teman me!! sniff……then later Lina make me talk to Micky nia!

Mel: Miao!
Micky: Woof!
Mel: mmmmmoooeeewww!!!

sigh…i’m missing out so much!! i didn’t even know von already graduate and that she’s going to uk soon…..so outdate man! if i didn’t read chong’s blog i seriously wouldn’t know.

sigh…I know i could do so much better in my studies than the lousy grades that i have been getting. But i feel like i dun really bother or i didn’t care cuz maybe i’m hoping i’m somewhere rather than where i am now. Anyways i seldom talk about my uni…I’ve made some really good friends in uni whom I always do things with-Jas the durian, Thaminy the T-cell and Ursula the sea witch! haaha…such nice names right!! Then there’s other friends who are nice to talk with too. like kim and her gang who normally speak in chinese, also jia yi. i tell you, they can talk forever!!! btw, they’re the one who names me "papaya"!!!! I’m a cute little strawberry!!! not papaya! then there’s my very responsible course rep and assistant, terrence and eric! must thank them for always providing us with the notes!! then other ppl in my course! haaha…i know pretty much nothing about them. They’re not tat friendly i guess and harder to talk to…..either tat or they’re thinking i’m not tat friendly! haaha….I tell you, i’m so bad at remembering ppl’s faces and names that i didn’t even know this guy was in my course after studying for 4months!!! then once when i was at the office, the lady asked me to call joshua and gan something to the office. I was thinking who are these ppl….never even hear their name before. But, i know joshua….talk to him quite often! then gan was aki! how am i supposed to know tat?

Plus one thing, i have problem with remembering ppl’s chinese names, i never knew i had this problem till this year. Cuz i’ve been so used to calling ppl by their english names tat when ppl tell me their chinese names they all sound almost the same and i cannot remember them. Then i realised its cuz almost all my frens in Brunei has english names.

I’m seriously talking craps here…haaha!

Oh and I’m also planning to go visit Brunei during my holiday….sigh~ but dunno when are my friends free le……seems like every1 also very busy! *sniff*

Lastly, I miss my Japanese classes!!!!! n sensei!!!!! Most of all, I miss JAPAN!!! aaahhhh…….how  wish got someone to speak japanese to me everyday!!! I’ll be soo happy!!!

Wish list:
1) I wanna meet kang ta this 31st August!
2) I wanna join DBSG in their mv shoot in thailand n go see them in their swimming trunks!!!!!
3) I wanna watch Shinhwa’s concert!!!
4) I wanna go for japanese classes!
5) I wanna go shopping!
6) I wan Kim Jae Joong! haahaha……..

stupid one today…..my class starts only at 1 so i drove to uni at 11 lo…..but guess wat when i arrived uni, it was heavy rain!! u know la, my uni, stupid one ma, not enough parking space so i had to park outside n walk in…….but guess wat? before i even reached the uni gate i’m drenched wet!!! like a stupid wet cat!!!! i was soaking wet from head to toe….the stupid umbrella was no use! i was so angry tat i drove home immediately, u know la, i have very bad temper, n if there’s something i dun like, i wan it out of my sight immediately!….n in this case, it was my uni! arrgghh!!! wat a waste of my time! plus i live so far away!!!!

then the last time, when the 2nd dance session first start, i want to take hee chul’s position one ma, then one gal fight with me for it, n she got him, so i took shi won instead. then u know my attention is always focused on hee chul when i watch the mv, so it’s easier for me to notice his steps. but then since i took shi won, i had to keep watching his steps n learn them. n now!!! guess wat?? tat gal left the dance class!!!! then y take hee chul in the first place!??? freezee was nice enough to reserve hee chul for me…….so now i’m going to watch the videos again to decide if i really wan hee chul’s position. i seriously spend a lot of time looking at shi won!!! so annoying!!!

ok, enough about my stupid day today! refresh back to yesterday……which was a good day! cuz i went out with another 9 of my course mates for lunch at pizza hut. did i mention how much i love the cheesy finger things? ok…back to topic, so i took taxi with kim, thaminy, ursula, jas, shea ling, wai pek, moses, yen and victor! we passed by this video arcade shop n went in to have a game or 2. it was soooo fun! cuz brunei dun have such things! n i love the drum thing which ursula, jas, thaminy n i played……its really good for releasing stress….just imagine ur hitting ur enemy’s head with that thing! hahaha*laughs evily* whoever makes me angry watch out….next time when i play it, i will imagine it’s ur head!…..heeehe

haha….ok, first of all must apologize to my sis-in-law, the self-proclaimed wife of Junsu! haaha, must advertise her to everyone u know. I left out my brother in yesterday’s post. Yes, both him n my darling JJ got throat infection and no……their beautiful voices!!! *sniff*

I agree with chong that i seldom like the same guys as hers cuz our taste is really different. Ps. she likes the "sui lam yen" type! haaha, n me? i like good boys ler….but actually no, in real life i tend to end up liking bad boys and chong, those cute little good boys! When you have the chance, u must ask her to pose like min woo, she can really do it, give her a love letter(those long biscuits that look like cigar) and she looks esactly like him.

lina and i used to have similar taste in guys, but tat was long time ago and yes, this gal resembles hye sung 98%. haaha….at least in our gang la, she has the best vocals and her face shape looks a bit like hye sung too. sniff, n eric loves hye sung so much!

hmm…..i’m thinking wat similarity is there btw moon and andy, haaha, cannot simple say things, later moon kill me. I can say bad things about chong n lina cuz they’re in brunei haaha but moon is in malaysia, scared she hantam me!

then there’s mei lin, i used to really like jun jin too, but then let mei lin take him. see..i’m so nice! nola, haha, it’s cuz i like eric also la. hmm….i also dunno wat similarities does this 2 have haaha except for fair skin!!!

then the dong wan in brunei is von, but the dong wan in malaysia is michele! my dear fren whom i met online 3 years ago n msot ppl think you cannot trust ppl u meet online! She’s a very nice fren who brought me around kl when i first arrived and she’s the person who taught me how to use the LRT n monorail!! I love michele! thank you boyfriend! She’s my only bf haaha while all others are my gf. Gosh! does that make me bisexual?? kidding…

lastly, me, myself n I! haaha….eric! u have no idea how similar we are, my bro n i. I love love love food n so does he! all those food commercials and he even does cf for samsung which i love! then we look alike too. good looks run in the family….haaha perasan! no kidding, once i saw a banner that lina made and i tot i saw my eyes when it’s eric eyes!

haaha….ok the end! so cheong hei la, wrote so much!

ok, that was the first time i posted something in my blog. so silly! never wrote one before, was testing it out with chong! -whose going to stay overnight at lina’s house later…sigh~ so fun *sniff*

Chong is the person who got me to like kpop in 2002…H.O.T forever! heehe, together with Lina, Moon, Mei Lin and Von, the 6 of us make up Shinhwa. But that was when we were still in secondary. Now, we’re like all scattered around in Malaysia, Australia and Singapore.

Miss all the fun time we had in Brunei, also with Pancy, Peng, Yin, Mei…and many others!!! sigh~

It was fun when we’re…"boy crazy-ing"…cuz they wun fight with me for the guys that i wan…maybe also cuz they don’t like my taste la haaha…

Talking about boys…my poor hubby Kim Jae Joong and our scandal, Kim Hee Chul! *sniff* HC got into a car accident few days ago and it was so serious that he needs 3 months to recover and my poor JJ has throat infection *sniff* this is such a bad month for DBSG and SUJU, cuz Yunho’s leg hasn’t fully recover yet and also the bad thing that happenned to Dong Hae recently…I hope no more bad things happen to them anymore. (for those who don’t know, dun get shock about my obsession with pretty boys haaha…every girl also boy crazy one la…)

Lastly, I miss everyone whom i haven’t seen for such a long time!!! Love ya!

Today is the 1st class of the 2nd dance session, we’re learning Super Junior’s "U". In the 1st dance session, we learnt DBSG’s "Rising Sun". haaha….which i don’t really remember how to dance now, except the chorus cuz i’m too lazy to practice.

I wanted to take Hee Chul’s part actually but then another gal wanted his part so I took Shi Won instead, which was hard for me because everytime when I watch the performance, I’m fully focused on HC and can only remember his moves and now I have to do SW’s parts…haaha, so now i have to observe SW well in the dance vids.

Anyways, I’m happy to be able to meet everyone again and of course, i miss all the old members who couldn’t join us this time.

I’ve always enjoyed dancing and am lucky to be able to meet all these people who enjoy dancing too in Malaysia- May, Freezee, Sora, RueHann, KyKiske, Miki and Kimberly, YinLing, Jiunn who couldn’t join us now. Did i miss anyone out?

Hope our class can continue forever~